waaaah. o.o; i look around and i see people changing their online names and moving accounts and 'growing up'. aaand... i've decided...i want to too. >_>'
heee. i am deffinetly moving accounts. :3 as soon as i figure out a name i want to use. XD'
i'll be leaving all the old art and journals on here though because i like to look back on them. :]]
Yeah...this'll be my ..what..second move? eh. not too shabby. i just really need to find a name that suits me.

i feel like Alexis now. o: and Sara. XD' i feel almost in a way that my nickname Jayda seems old and ...young? maybe not to you, but in a way it does to me. :// and my full online name is deffinetly childish. >_> Jayda-Lynn Luminya-Fae Kazetawa-Ayra. .__.' wooo i had a strange creativness. XD'


...sooo...if you all have any ideas on what i could call my 'new' account... let me know! :]


and as much as i like to draw... i havent in a while and everything i've drawn i havent liked. >_> im very very very, as in /THIS/ much close [[haha like you can really see how much i mean]] to giving up on that huge group picture of characters. ...like seriously giving up. though...i probably wont? idk. --;


cause i mean, LittlePunkGirl...seems childish to me. very childish. i have an idea for a name...a username...but idk yet. o: either One-X, something like HxC..something punk..


it would feel strange to go by the name Tanya....but...im not sure...'everyone else' is switching to their real name...so maybe i should too? hmm. something to think about i guess.



aaaand ...the reason i've been so inactive over the last few days is because my boyfriend Josh came up. <3 we havent seen each other since spring break and only talked to each other a couple weeks before he came up [last wed]. basically this is how my days have gone:
get up, take shower, get dressed, 'rimp'
eat soup [cause i love ramen lol]
around noon josh rides his step sisters bike down to my house and we either walk around..watch a movie...or just chill. :]]


thats basically how my past days have been. <3 filled with PDA. heeee. :3


and..this journal is basically a mix of stuff. o.o; ramblings. XD'
I WANT A MOCHA FRAP. D:

after wearing regular sandals for a couple days and whatnot i have a zillion blisters all over my feet..and whats worse about them is they are on the BOTTOM of my feet. >_> so it hurts like a bitch to walk.
so i havent taken a shower yet this morning, my hair looks like shit, and im debating if i really want to kill my feet by standing in the shower and letting shampoo and soap surround them while i wash my hair. --; haha life is hard. lol

anyways i guess i shall ...let you all go. :]]

almost.
xD


yesterday was very very fun. :]]
josh and i walked around walworth for a while trying to track down people with little to no success, my feet were bitching at me, and then we went to a christian carnival/fair thing..mostly meant for little kiddies, and it was pretty fun because we met the son of a friend of josh's dad. XD' get that? haha. so yeah..we joked around about bombing things, wrecking havoc, PDA, etc. :] josh put an ice cub down my shirt. that was cold. so i put two down the back of his shirt, which was open and unbuttoned so it didnt do much. --; but that was really fun. and then later around 9-ish as it started to get dark fireworks started and we cuddled and watched them. <3 it was romantiiic hehe! and in the car ride home we were cuddling and i was so tired i ended up falling asleep on his shoulder...lol! aw i miss him. :/
but he can come over around 1, 'after lunch', as my dad says. TT' we were planning to get together around 10. --; and now we have to wait another whole three more hours. ;-; oh the pain. haha.

and now im really really hungry and i really want to drink a smoothie. or pina colada. ;-; lol.
so...i am off to ....eat something and then painfully take a shower and get ready and dressed. again. woo.


talk to you all later. :]

over and out.
-me.